Saturday, July 02, 2005
aaaahh.. it has been quite a while since my last post. i watched 3 cool movies the past 2 weeks: Mr. and Mrs.Smith, Batman Begins and the one that has become my fav, Initial D! woo! anyway, yeah, it's only movies for the past 2 weeks.
but yesterday was awesome! as we planned, myself, douse, izat, abg, adi and boy went jamming at onas jamming studio at rimba complex. we gathered at khai's place first, i cycled there with printouts of the song lyrics and chords that we were going to play. the owner of the studio is my friend, fadzel, who happens to be the local band H8's bass player. the equipment there were really good! the drum set was fucking nice, they had one bass, two guitars, both of which were also equipped with foot switches and they even had a turntable! *ooooooooo~* hahahah. we played a total of 6 songs, some of which we played again and again to perfection. we started at around 4.45, and we finished at 6.10, altho we arrived there at 3. myself and khai went to this crappy cybercafe for 1 hour, from 3.30 to 4.30. we had to endure the noisy shopkeeper, who apparently doesn't have any problem with strangers. uhh, ok. as i was saying, 6 songs:
1.Dewa - Pupus
2.Radiohead - Creep
3.Peterpan - Semua Tentang Kita
4.Silverchair - Miss You Love
5.Cake - I Will Survive
6.Weezer - Island In The Sun
we only played dewa, radiohead, peterpan, silverchair and cake properly, altho cake and weezer were songs that we just came up, we managed to play i will survive okay. i played 3 roles yesterday: drummer, bassist, singer. there were enough guitarists there, khai, izat and boy, so i didnt bother playing the guitar. douse played the bass when i am on drums and when im on bass, douse sings for us while adi would play the drums, altho only simple beats. we are in dire need of a drummer im telling you, altho they said that i did real good, i think they said it just to not offend me. lol, i dont care, i know i did not do that good. we went home around 6+, douse sent us to khai's. i stayed and joined the maghrib and isya' prayers 'berjemaah' and dinner with his family. i went home around 9.30, and i went straight to bed. i felt tired, but at the same time satisfied with our jam session. hehe.
today i woke up early, exactly at 5am and i went to shower straight away. i had the weirdest dream ever. i was at some shop, and i noticed a girl looking at me. she was pretty, but as dreams usually are, i cant really remember her face. but i can feel that she really was pretty. she walked up to me and told me she liked me alot. i was flattered and we had a good time talking to each other. here comes the weird part. as i was walking around te shop alone again, I saw another girl. she looked prettier, but she looked kinda posh, rich-looking. i walked up to her, we had eye contact, and we kissed. we parted, she took my hand, and we went around the shop, looking for the stuffs she was supposed to buy. after that, she took me for a ride in her car, but it was only three-weeled. it really looked cool, it had the shape of the mercedes benz 2006 SLR McLaren, but only with one wheel at the front. looks more like a racebike-roadster hybrid.
and she told me to drive it. the controls seemed weird, and i noticed that the vehicle had manual transmission. and currently, i am not that good with manual cars. i fumbled with the controls, which had a steering, a manual gearstick, a clutch, brake and accel. almost like a normal car. but its a dream, its not that normal man. lol. anyway, she giggled and told me that she'll drive. we went to HER home. yes. but we didnt do anything, just hung out outside her house where she had this cool garden and a swing. as we talked, i saw the girl that i met earlier, opposite this girl's house! i was like, wtf, neighbours? the earlier girl saw me there and she went, with tears in her eyes. i went after her but i couldnt catch her. i had broken her heart, i could feel it. the posh girl just looked at me, emotionless. and on that very moment, i was confused, which girl to choose. i went after the earlier girl, but as i was about to reach her, i woke up. i woke up to track 6, unknown artist. the lyrics are:
kurasa kan dingin nya,
hembusan angin malam saat ini
aku rindu kan engkau
semasa waktu kita bersama dulu
ternyata kau hilang
pergi bersama yg lain
pedih nya, hati ku saat ini
kurasakan pedih nya
tiang melusuk dalam hati ini
dan ku rindu kan engkau
semasa waktu kita bersma dulu
ternyata kau hilang
pergi bersma yg lain
pedih nya hati ku saat ini
dan kau membuat resah
hati dalam diri ini
ketika ku mingingat diri mu
kau menghancur kan semua
mimpi yg terindah dulu
mimpi2 tentang cinta
kau menghancur kan semua
kisah yg terindah itu
ternyata kau hilang
pergi bersama yg lain
pedih nya, hati ku saat ini
dan kau membuat resah
hati dalam diri ini
ketika ku mingingat diri mu
kau menghancur kan semua
mimpi yg terindah dulu
mimpi2 tentang cinta
kau menghancur kan semua
kisah yg terindah itu
and i seriously dont know who the artist is. please, anyone, if you know which band played this song, email musicrox_@hotmail.com! *sigh*
i finished showering, put my clothes on and went to my computer straight away, trying to google the lyrics off the web, hoping to find exact matches that would include the band name, but until now, to no avail. =( anyway, yeah, it's kinda sad but hey, it's my birthday tomorrow and i can't afford to not be happy. altho i am already accustomed with not celebrating my birthday at all, which my parents have embedded im my 19 year old brain, i think that it'll be a cool thing if i could just cycle to the flyover, over to the desrted roundabout and lie down, with the darkness around that area helping me to stare at the stars all night long, if there are stars tonight. and what more could a man want than holding the one he loves (or likes at least =p) and just watching the stars while caressing each other. heavenly. ayte i gota go for basketball now. i've gained so much weight since my 1 month no-sport-at-all break. lol. have a nice day!
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