Friday, September 03, 2004
it seems, that i just cant control my temper nowadays.
wednesday, 2nd September 2004, i had classes as usual. anyway, later that school day, i was gona go to bio when i stumbled upon some of my friends playing cards. i thought that if i stopped for a while maybe i cud just have some fun and i wud feel much better. BUT, as i waited for them to finish shuffling and distributing the cards (we were playing big2), it was as if they were ignoring me. and i was like, wtf? and i went to bio class without saying a word and just did my work quietly. well, maybe not that quiet but i was more quiet than usual so i wud still define it as quiet. lol. anyway, my bad mood went on the whole class and it became worse when i just noticed that the cellphone that i just got back from the repair shop was missing. i went out of class a bit earlier than usual and went looking for it in the Private Study room coz that was the last place i went to before going to class.
i was fukin worried and combined with the bad mood i was in, anything funny will not be funnya at all and most prolly i wud react according to what my mood was a that time (doh). anyhoo, i went to the ps room and asked the people who were playing cards at that time wether they've seen my phone or not. khairy was there and i thought that he wud just give me a straight answer but no he didnt. bad mood + worry + kena play a little = disaster. after he told me that he hadnt seen i put my bag down and wanted to look for it in the room. as i was about to put my bottle down, khairy sed, "awu wah syaf.. ni nah your phone ah" and i was like, FUCK! and i threw my water bottle at the wall and it made a loud thud, which was not expected. i went to him and just snatched my phone and told him, that i just got the phone back and that joke was a wrong idea.
shit what was i to do? in a bad mood and all. jeez. then i went to st.george's, knowing that i wll find peace there by watching them small kids play and stuff. i just walked to sgs without thinking of anything else but to make myself more calm. and there isnt anything that can replace 'her'. there i go, using that word again. damn.. when i saw dana (yeah, thats 'her.'), i felt better altho when i saw her i just tried acting like i didnt see her and when she sed hi to me i sed to her that i didnt see her. i dont know why i always do that. *sigh* anyway we only talked for a while and while finishing my lunch which consisted of only a pack of milo and an apollo chocolate cake lagi tu. lol.after i finished, i went striaght back to sucky soas coz i didnt wana be late for physics. but hell. physics was fukin cancelled and thank goodness i went to see dana if not, i dont know what cud have happened. on my way to physics i actually saw khai and i told him that i was sorry and it wasnt his fault. it was just one thing that led to another and wham!, ia pulang yang kana. damn.. after that, i just went to the ps room to enjoy some aircon and i msged my dad to pick me up earlier.
*sigh* anyway, later that afternoon, i went to see sera, my old isb skool friend and we talked and talked around the mall. i bought her a pearl milk tea and we went to rest for a while at the benches there. we talked aout alot of stuff and it was fun, coz we had never done that before. lol. it was relly cool, i got to know her better. and i guess she did get to know more about me as well. we planned to meet up that day since the last wednesday, you know, just to catch up with life and all. anyway, we then went to this really cool shop, 'xplorer', where they sell all these cool phone straps, miniature modern dolls and stuff i dont know what in the world they were called. lol. we actually spent a long time in the shop to decide which ones we shud buy. she told me that we shud meet up the next day (today) and get them stuffs. lol i went to gadong early today as i had no lesson for the whole day. we even palyed some basketball at the schools gym and damn was it fun. lol. im looking forward to another bball session there. heheh. uhm so, itu ini itu ini, i arrived at gdg, shahrizal followed along to gadong from skool, after showering and stuff at my house tho... lol..
anyway, today, panat a little. i went to kiulap to get some money first, then my dad told me to walk to master alim coz he wanted to avoid the traffic. me and shah played some pool coz my dad was obviously already up playing pool with his friends. after kiulap, we went to gadong. i thought that sera was gona be at gadong earlier, around 4-5 kah. i told her to mc me once shes there but i forgot to but credit, until around 7-8. lol. then i recharged, msg her to mc me if shes already at the mall. and tarus ada lagi tu. lol. she just finished gym session and she had actually arrived earlier. *sigh* then i msg her to meet up at xplorer and we did. we talked a little, deciding where to go coz the xplorer worker who we were used to seeing wasnt there so we postponed our shopping thing to this saturday coz tomorrow she cant go to gadong, shes working at her mom's place. heheh.. when we decided to go somewhere, we stumbled upon sin how, my senior at skool and soasc's ex-ydp. lol. anyway, we cahtted a bit altho ive never talked sin how that much before. sera brought us to fitness zone to chill for a while. sin how told us that he was gona go somewhere so we decided to folo. my movie with daniel and co was around 9.20 and i still had alot of time so i just followed. crazy man, sin how drove the car so fast in the rain lagi tu. i was like, wooookaaay.. and i just fastened my seatbelt. LOL. anyway, bla bla bla and we were back at the mall at around 9, just in time. lol. then i sed goodbye to sin how and sera and went to the cineplex to watch the movie. i stumbled upon khalid, qoo and ben and they were like, dude,. you have cash coz we wana join you guys. we'll pay back tomoro. i sed ok and they joined us. najib was with hazel and were with ourselves. lol. shit this cybertophia account finishes up so fast. i think i need to stop for now and im really gona edit this post this time. lol. bah bah.. ciao..
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